Out of ex-love depression...

This topic is one that is very close to my heart. Silly? But unfortunately its true. Here's d thing, considering my situation, hw cud it not b close to my heart:

1) Me, I'm a very loving person :p which means its difficult for me to really open up n let my heart b touched by sumone to own it. But once I'm in love, I don't even look at any other than The person.
2) I have only been in love and in relationship once in my entire 26 yrs of living. And that relationship started when I was in secondary school... like almost 11 years ago. And been together for 8 yrs to b exact, but somehow rather it drags for another 3 more yrs til this year and its 2010 and (long story cut short) in total 11 yrs. Yeah I know tats a pretty darn long period of time.

Well, its definitely extremely difficult to let go n move on. Especially when u hv him still calling messaging n etc, only to find out n learn d hard way that I'm perhaps in denial n he is just sore loser.

I seriously thought that I might not be able to get out of his love n move on, do u know hw many tears I've shed for him, suffering n tormenting, 11yrs dude...!

Hwever, I guess miracle happens, of coz d miracle comes with extra-enormous pain for me to realise and make d decision for me to finally say I'm DONE!!!
I feel much better and I feel lighter and I'm on my way to get out of that love.

I'm out of my ex-Love depression!!! Congratss to me!!! And for staying strong n not fallen back to him!!!

InvisibleDiva~
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