At times I tend to doubt myself, my judgments and d decisions tat I make. Well obviously there's no rite n wrong in definite coz there's a million ways to look at things.
But seriously, I rarely jump into sumthing, I think a lot, even in my sleep my head is always thinking n processing, most of my frends n fam said I'm a workaholic come etc...
I think bout d decision I make n evaluate them over n over.
So, d decision to leave, is it d rite one?
To b honest I don't know. But wut I do know is tat staying is gona hurt and complicates my heart, so if leaving causes pain too, I really hv nothing to lose don't I. Both ways causes pain, d only differences are, leaving will b sans lying, sans bullshits, sans immaturity, new bad memories. Leaving is gonna open up more doors, new opportunities, new experiences and perhaps happy ending :p
Many personal reason, but d basic core is tat I cannot trust him anymore. Can't trust his sincerity, can't trust his words, can't trust his love, can't trust I will b ok with him tat he will b able to b d man.
I'm sorry I gotta letgo n move on, perhaps this is d only way to do, so for d time being im gonna throw it all out sumwhere...
InvisibleDiva~
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