Sunday, May 30, 2010

Junho : Superb

Here goes a line or two bout Junho. His real name is Lee Junho from 2PM.

wow, he is very good at dancing and acrobatics and he sings too (triple dang). Not to mention that he is sooo cute, his eyes are so 'sepet' and small like sooo cute especially when he smiles, thats is his charms, when he smiles he could light up the whole room like a bringht sunshine. he is also very athletic and full spirited, determined the type who is focus and knows what he wants. The word is "confident" with himself. You know what, man with confident but at the same time humble, cute and funny are veryy attractive ^^

Junho is somehow to me,I feel like he is an underdog. Its like he has all the potential but he keeps it to himself. If you see him carefully beneath all the other hypes, u will definitely realize and finds him totally interesting.
Watch Let's Go Dream Team, I like him in that show.

And take a look at this yourself, this is one of his many dance vids...
Lee Junho is a definite 10 out of 10 score, yummy two thumbs up...!!!



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Sunday, May 23, 2010

What u Want? Vs What u Get?

Malay:
kadang² apa kt nak,kt tak dapat.Tp kadang² tu sbnarnye slalu.So,takperlulah kt nak apa² sbb tak dapat pun.And bila kt tak nak,tibe² kt dapat...

English:
Sometimes what we want is what we don't end up getting. But that 'sometimes' is actually most of the time. So then, no need to want anything cause u will end up not getting it. And somehow, when we don't wanna anything, that's when u get something...

Confused? :p but true indeed...

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Friday, May 21, 2010

Shall We Meet Again...?

Well, technically that is not the right phrase.. Shall we meet again? How can u meet again when u havent even meet for the first time? :p

I saw this guy... He's there and I am here... Could it be love from a distance sight??? mayb yes, mayb not... But its definitely a crush... one sided crush, love or affections... he didnt know me, he didnt know Im here, he didnt even know of my existance... but I still like him.... He is younger than me... (Ive never thought I would like someone younger than me... could it really be? well, from far he does seems mature enough that makes me attracted to him... he somewhat conveyed the vibes that he is able to take care of any girl but at the same time be very cute and cuddddly)... Well, those are only words, perceptions and thoughts from my end...

Before I think about you more knowing the fact that you are so far away, lets just make it this way...
You dont know me... and for now, I dont think u would be ready either if we were to meet. So shall we meet again later? later in time where you are ready to meet me... when the time is right... Hope to see you again, till then... take care and make sure u r well all the time...

InvisibleDiva~

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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Who Drives Ur Life?

I was on my way back from work, was driving my car through the rain. It got thinking, who drives ur life? Who maneuver the wheel of ur life?

To me, I maneuver mine. But of cause the path of life is ain't easy and the intended destination that we have first planned might not even b the place we endup going. This is because in life, the only thing that you can and have control of is yourself and your decisions. Other than u, the rest of the things are non controllable. Therefore our decision in life is very much influenced, affected and relates to other factors. But despite all things, our life is still in within our control.
So, maneuver it well, head to places which leads to success! Make d wise decision all thru d way!
Hwaiting!

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

Ok Taec Yeon : The Beast

Hehehe… The beast, it does suite him well in my humble opinion. Taec Yeon looks good portraying a strong and masculine image. He knows how to make the right expression and at the same time he is very very very cute too. Seeing him on stage (where u can see him acting all beastly) is different from when you see him in variety shows and talk shows. Cause when you watch him in variety shows and talk shows then you can actually see that he can be quite shy, cute and funny.

I started to like Teac ever since I know 2PM obviously :p but I think I’m kinda drawn into him more when I watched “Family Outing season 2”, “Cinderella’s Step Sister” . It’s cute to see a beastly guy knows how to do chores and also do cooking. Despite his beastly looks and his husky beastly voice, he also seems to be very polite… That is totally a plus plus… A guy who knows how to be respectful, be humble and be thoughtful of others is indeed a charm. And not forgetting, he speaks well English… ^^

Congrats to Teac for his drama “Cinderella’s Step Sister”

There’s a lot of videos of Teac, but I’m just gonna embedded this song “ears candy – Baek Ji Young ft Taec Yeon”



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Friday, May 14, 2010

Something To Laugh Smile at...

Here... hehehe this thing is actually quite old...
but Im reposting it here...

Here is a puzzle for you

Imagine you are in Hwange. You have been tied hanging on a tree with
a rope anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope,
and the lion is waiting for you to drop and be his lunch.














Your survival hinges on the rope staying intact, there is no one
around to help you. The only possible way is to somehow convince the
lion to BLOW the candle out. How do you do that?


THINK FIRST AND THEN
Scroll down for answer...

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Sing Happy Birthday song.















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Caprice...

Do u know who caprice is?
Caprice is a singer/rapper/songwriter/ceo of his own record label n etc...
he's very young and he's been quite out there...
He is a very humble young person... very approachable and easy going...
as an artist, he is not snobbish and arrogant at all.. that is cool...

i've been doing some lyrics writing on my own...
told ya im helping out a fren for his side project....
and so I contacted Caprice to help look thru my stuffs and get feedback from him...
honestly I dont think he would come.. But surprisingly from the first bbm text that I sent to him, he was very very nice in replying... and it was very easy too, to set a meeting with him.
I meet him for a short while and showed him some of mystuffs.. I have to admit, I didnt know anything bout music n lyrics n etc... its only a pure interest n passion thing that is going on here...
His feedback was good, very good.... He told me where my lacking points, which part to concentrate and etc... Could work out something if I want to... He just asked me to buzz him if there's anything... How cool is that... totally not snobbish or wutsoever...

By the way, Im gona take it as a guide.. I have no one to channel to or ask for some insight... now that I know, Im gona try to do my best...

so till then, take care....


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Thursday, May 13, 2010

Twitter ooo Twitter...



Here's the thing about twitter...
Its a great social networking, really good to get the latest of What's What bout people you have interest into... superb tools... It makes people feels more connected to the people that they followed..
However, as much as it makes u feel connected and closer, it also makes u feel a lil dumb and ignored... given the fact that some people have like thousands followers, and they sure receives like millions of @mentions per day, how are they supposed to reply, hence they did not reply to all... and dont that makes u feel like a fool, u're talking/twitting and basically its all to urself.. the person might or might not even noticed your twitts... sad isnt it...

Nevertheless, i still think twitter is a great tools... enjoy twitting people...

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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Where TO...

Lemme tell u bout me a lil...
Im a soft fragile girl... That I cant deny...
But somehow rather I think and I know I have a strong spirit...
I have visions and I know what I want...
People who knows me well, would know that despite my physical which shows nothing but soft, fragile and girly girl, Im actually a strong headed, hard and different...

My personal thoughts of myself is, Im not hard, nor am I soft...
I am ambitious, therefore even tho I am soft n etc, I will try my best...
I have loadsa visions and also things that I wanna achieve in life...
I like to try new stuffs and also do things that are interesting to me...
But life is so limited in terms of time.. its true when people say "Time is golden, u cant get it back once it passes you"

I wanna do so much in life...
Im blessed that I can study and excel in academic.. when I was young the only thing that I focus on is career ladder, so I focused on academic. But as I grow I realized that its not my passion and you can do so much more... Career ladder the cliche way is not the only way...
Its best that if you can do and work what u enjoy the most then it wont be stressful and it doesnt worn u out...

Im into business, Im trying to revive back my aunt business that she passes on to us. But I can tell u its not an easy thing to do... when u have to work with people who are not committed. But that wont slow me down, I will keep on pushing and strive till I get where I want to...

Apart from that, my hobby is to create. Even tho its not my entire creation, what I meant is I like to do things and have the feeling of achievements. It motivates me and it inspires me and it gives me one kind of satisfaction feeling.
♥ Im into baking... cause when I bake, and I can say that Im pretty good at it... it started as a hobby but it turns out that many people requested for orders n etc... slowly before I knew it, I already have a blog that caters for my baking passion... even tho my time is limited, but the thing that keeps me going on is the fact that people want it more.. people want what I make cause its good.. ^_^ thats a nice thing. isnt it...
♥ I am also into design/fashion/etc.. I like to make things become pretty and I like to decorate.. I end up liking to sew... I sew several stuffs before including skirts n etc.. I love to do fashion design and own a store of my own..
♥ I love to write lyrics.. been working on several lyrics... Im helping a friend to write for his tunes.. but the sad thing bout it is that, I dont think I can sing well.. of coz... and I dont know how to play instruments... and how can I take it further from there? mmm
♥ I wanna learn other languages especially korean.. so currently I am reading and doing some studies on my own... hope it will get me to sumwhere...
♥ I wanna try out and join acting class.. not that I wanna be actress or anything, but I think that it will be a great way to express oneself... for own pleasure, healthy activities... building self confidence...
I also wanna start my dancing back again. its been awhile since I stop going for classes... huuhu...

what I can say is that I wanna do and love doing different things.. I wanna explore and experience.

I am = Me

See I only have 24hrs a day, have to make time to go to the gym n etc, really miss yoga classes :p

hahaha... but no worries, I am a supergirl... I can do it ^_^
and thats y i choose to hv u, to just express some stuffs that I didnt get the chance to express...

Till then...

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Feverish...

Today I woke up feeling slightly terrible...
I was given a jab for flu vaccine to increase immunity towards flu sickness as prevention. The doctor did give warnings, saying that some people might experience slight change in body temperature and can end up having slight fever... well that is exactly what I end up having...

I cant sleep well yesterday nite. My left shoulder was aching. Im not a deep sleeper anyways, so slight movements causes pain which I can feel in my sleep. Huuh T_T sob sob

And today when I woke up, my head feels heavy and I felt cold, my temperature is warm. Triple dang!!! and I cant opt for Medical Leave because I have tonnes of work that need to be done, plus I have meetings tomorrow.

Helpp.. I just wanna tug in my bed under my comforter, with my pillows around me, sipping a nice warm green tea... and just close my eyes rest and sleep...

aaaaa.... Hope that I get well soon!

Take care

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Wow...

Im amazed...
I have this thing going on, on my other blog.
It started so simple, through hobby that I like to do...
But then, for some reason the respond was quite good, so I simply decided to create a blog for it.
Not putting any high hope, cause I just dont really put anything on line for it...
Little that I know, today when I check my statcount, woww it has been receiving at least 500++ visitors. Woww, thats a shocker!
Im pretty moved and happy that its getting at least ppl's view...

Thanks a bunch!

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Nich Khun : Thai Prince

Hehe.. Isn’t he cute…? He is cute for definite. There’s nothing much to elaborate on his cuteness face, cause it can clearly be seen by everyone. I think to me what interest me most about Khun is that he is actually a very tough person. I watched a couple of shows regarding 2PM’s pre-debut and Khun totally started from scratch. Well, he basically doesn’t know singing, doesn’t know dancing, and don’t know Korean but somehow now he’s good at most of the stuffs. I’m impressed and to me it’s amazing how one can work so hard.

He’s from Thailand, that’s like totally next to my place. Well, not technically physically next but next to my country where I resides.

He sure does know how to do facial expression :p just watch Star King and you’ll know what I mean.

I think mostly all girls would wanna date him… if not, the least is fall for his famous “wink” hahaha. But I also think there’s more to just that cute face. There’s more to a person that one need to know and get to know. I read in gossip column bout Khun being over protective of his sisters and that he loved his family the most, now that is to me something interesting, cause I love my family to death too and to me family love is the most basic and important thing. If a person can’t even love him/her self and his/her family then that person really can’t go far in this world.
And so, I don’t know Khun, but I think he might just be one of the most adored yummy guy by chicks all over the place ^^ :p (But too bad he's younger than me, by 3 or 4 years I think... T.T As a matter of fact they all are younger than me :( sob sob)

Here.. I like this a lot, Khun with kids... awww


And this one is him singing Nothing Better.
(Wif Junsu & Junho)


(Khun solo)


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Farewell Is Coming...

New song is out... by 8eight and the title is Farewell Is Coming...
Nice song trust me.. Its very touching too.. The MV is lovely plus they have NichKhun from 2PM as their male subject... ^_* its really like an icing on top of the cake... He is such a cutiee piee...
The female subject is also pretty...

Wahh... Listening to the song and watching the MV makes me feels like I can feel the emotions, and also like as if I am in the MV itself :p
Been listening to the song over and over again... hehe
Starting to like 8eight. Their voices and combination is also good. 8eight consist of 3 members. 2 male and 1 female...

Enjoy their MV and song k...



saranghae(saranghae)tteonajima(mianhae)
nigaeobseumyeon nan(naegaeobseodo neon)
amugeotdo aniya(gwaenchanha)
saranghae(saranghae)jebal naegeireojima
eotteokeniga nal tteonalsu isseo

rap)
dwitmuneul yeolgo deureooneun neol
boneunsungan arasseo
ni pyojeongman bwado dan 1choppunirado
da aneun geureon naraseo
halmari itdan simgakhan moksori
naege museunmari hagosipeonneunji da araseo
nan neomu deutgiga sirheosseo
geu sunganeul mirugo sipeosseo nan
jakku ttancheongeul piugo
doejiannneun useuunyaegideullo
neowaui ibeul aeugo
amugeotdo moreuneuncheok gyesok
hwajereul ormgyeobwado hajiman nan ara

ibyeori onda majimagi onda
ije iksukhaejyeoya hal geununmuri heureunda
neomaneul wihae sseotdeonmal
hajiman soyongeomneun mal
almyeonseo doenaeinda, saranghae

rap)
ijeneun mareundoedo uimiga eobseo
neoreul saranghandaneunmal
amuri sorichyeodo ni gwitgaen
deullijido anheul mal
deoisangeun mareulma
naemami nege malhaedo
geumareul doepuri hagedoe
neon geuman haraedo
(geureonnal dwirohanchae ireonaryeogo haneunneoreul)
ganeun neoreul
(butjapgo neureojinchae babocheoreom
tto saranghaeran mareulhae)
naneun ureodo neon useurago
jjajeungseokkin neoui pyojeongeul
eotteokedeun jiwoboryeohae

ibyeori onda majimagi onda
ije iksukhaejyeoya hal geununmuri heureunda
neomaneul wihae sseotdeonmal
hajiman soyongeomneun mal
almyeonseo doenaeinda

sarangi ganda naesarangi tteonanda
naegen hanappunin sarang
geunyeoga nal beorinda
nunmuri jakkuheulleodo
changpihanjuldo moreugo
jakkuman doenaeinda
saranghae(mianhae nal japjima)
saranghae(naega eobsido neon)
nigaeobseumyeon nan(haengbokhagil baralge)
amugeotdo aniya
mianhae(saranghae)
jebal joheunyeoja manna
ireoke nappeun nal ijeobeoryeojwo
saranghae saranghae

//

I love you (I love you), don’t leave (I’m sorry).
Without you I’m… (Even without me you’re…)
…Less than nothing (…Fine)
I love you (I love you), please don’t do this to me.
How could you ever leave from my side?

I knew it the moment
I saw you coming through the door.
Because I can understand it
Just by glimpsing at your face for a second.
The serious tone, that says you have something to say.
I knew what you wanted to say.
I didn’t really want to listen.
I wanted to delay that very moment.
I would pretend to be apathetic,
And with funny nonsense stories
I would get your mind off from talking.
Still pretending to be clueless,
And no matter how much I change the topic, I know.

Goodbye is approaching, the end is coming.
The tear that I’m supposed to be familiar with drips down.
The words that I used only for you,
The words that ultimately turned useless,
Knowing fully well I repeat it, I love you.

Even if it makes sense now, it has no meaning.
“I love you”
No matter how much I shout,
The words will never reach your ears.
Just stop talking,
Even if I talk my heart out,
I end up repeating myself again.
Even if I tell you to stop
(You end up ignoring me)
As you’re about to drift away
(I would hold you back and foolishly
tell you that I love you)
Even I were to cry, to make you smile
I would try to erase the
Annoyed expression of yours.

Goodbye is approaching, the end is coming.
The tear that I’m supposed to be familiar with drips down.
The words that I used only for you,
The words that ultimately turned useless,
Knowing fully well I repeat it.

Love is going, my love is leaving.
My one and only love.
She has thrown me away.
No matter how much I shed tears,
I keep doing it
Without realizing how embarrassing it is.
I love you (I’m sorry, don’t hold me back)
I love you (Even without me,)
Without you… (I hope you can be happy.)
… I am less than nothing.
I’m sorry (I love you)
I hope you can meet a better woman
And forget about terrible me.
I love you, I love you.

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Monday, May 10, 2010

Lately...


Wah... the title sounds good eh... hehe
today I'm in a good mood... I think starting from now I will start to write more bout good thing that has been happening... just to lighten things up...
Again, this blog is only for me rite... its like my imaginary friend, oo my how weird does that sounds haha...

Y am I feeling okay today? simply cause I want to :p
hahaha to tell u the truth, I am a veryy veryy busy person... I like have tonnes of things to do.. Well again, who doesnt have a lot of things to do rite...
But its okay, one step at a time and one thing at a time.. Im sure it will be done in no time...
Work hard and enjoy it... I mean most of the time in life, either your happy or your sad mostly depends on how u condition your mind... if u want to be happy u can choose to look from a different perspective which is positive notes all the way, or vice versa...
As simple as it sounds, it is definitely not simple to do...
My dad once told me... the worst enemy and the one that continuously challenging u is yourown innerself... which is true.. partly is also called emotion... being emotional is always whats dragging us... And its a continnuous fight between your conscience and ur inner emotions...

Hwaiting...! hope all of us can beat the negative parts and be happy always all the time...

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Friday, May 7, 2010

Really..

Hmm I really gotta digest and accept the fact that in this life...
"people will always judge a book by looking at its cover... "
and some will definitely not look your way coz they think u are no one...

the reality of life is that... people, human are bias, judgemental and many more of its range...
but its ok, just work hard and you will shine...

^_^ logging off for the day... nite

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Junsu : That Voice

Watch this, nice!



I really think this is a cool beat to start a show with… I suppose this one is composed by Junsu himself. Junsu Kim is from 2PM and he is the lead vocalist. He has a wonderful voice. Love him singing, and I would really like to hear more r&b tunes sung by him. But then again, I don’t quite often see Junsu on shows as compared to the rest. I hope to see more of him. I think he definitely has more talent to show than what we already see for now.

He mentioned at one of the interview back then that he was heartbroken before, poor thing. It ain’t a good feeling isn’t it... it hurts right, I don’t like it either. But I believe one should go through break-up at least once. Reason being is that by going through heartbreak you are able to grow and learn about relationship/responsibilities and be more mature. At the same time you are able to appreciate better the next time around.

In my humble opinion, Junsu to me is a very personal and sentimental kinda person, everyone knows he loves it when it rains. For me raining time is the best time for me to be by myself and during that time I tend to have loadsa emotions running errands. Depending on my mood, at times I just wanna laze around and wonders, at times I love to just listen to slow music and reminisce on some sentimental moments, at times I tend to get connected with my inner feelings and it makes me wanna so some active writings… and at times, raining time makes me feels so comfortable and sleepy and so I love to tug in under my comforter and just keep warm and doze off n sleep.. :p hehehehe

From what I see, I think Junsu is a very loveable person, I hope he is able to find true love and be happy ^^

Wildflower


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Small, Simple and Unexpected...


Do you know that at times, the things that really can make your day much brighter and put a smile on your face is actually the smallest, simplest and unexpected things...

Today, something that I've been wanting but wasnt expecting, came by unexpectedly... well its nothing much really... but then it just simply lights up my day...

Thank you! Im very much grateful...

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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I'm Not A Sad Person...

I know most of my entries are some what sad ones n etc...
But that is not the case...
This blog is basically one way how I could channel all d things that I don't express on normal basis, what I mean is not infront of others around me.
Really I'm a very expressive person, but if there's anything that I don't express to ppl and don't really let others to see bout me is sadness, I will try not to show especially to ppl around me.
Not that because I'm ashame or anything, its just that I hv to b strong especially when u hv ppl looking up to u.
And so, here is where I tell it all...
Happy stuffs? There's a lot of them n I will put it down here once in awhile, but for now let's just make this my secret channel for unexpressed stuffs ok ^_^

Till then take care...

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Monday, May 3, 2010

I'm Jealous Of Her...

I'm jealous of her... Not of her as in jealous of who she is.. But I'm jealous of her good fortune, for being extremely lucky in winning d competition and being able to go over n meet him.
I wish I have such fortune.
But then I'm happy for her still, I bet she had a good time there for sure...

Praying that next time it will b my turn I hope... ^_^

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

WooYoung : The Baby

I think Wooyoung is so cute and such a baby… he dances well and he also sings well. His expression is funny hehehe and he can make the ‘cry baby’ face haha… can melt just about any girls’ heart with that cry baby face expression :p

I’ve watched a few shows that have Wooyoung in it, and he indeed always makes me smile. Funny guy but ‘Manja’ at the same time. ‘Manja’ is a malay word, there’s no precise English word that can explain what ‘Manja’ really means but here let me try to describe (Manja – manja is actually the act of someone, for example you know when you see a girl/boy who is very loving and cuddly with her/his mom dad or anybody, not spoilt in a bad way where she/he gets all the things that she/he wants, but just that she/he is loving, cuddly, caring and lovely) that’s roughly what ‘Manja’ means.
Funny is a good thing. Girls like funny guys who can light up the mood with just their smile and who can cracks a joke with nothing.

Seriously, gurls... if you have a guy who’s cute and funny... its hard to be angry or be mad cause then he always know to make it all good with his cute lil twinkle smile and funny lines ^^

I’ve posted earlier cover song sung by Woo Young… but here I’m gonna embedded cut clips where Woo Young being funny as always and doing the santi dances.

Woo Young imitating Nich khun hehehe ^^




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Someone Who Sings For You...

What does it feels like to have someone to sing for you a lovely song and really mean it...
it must have felt like you're in cloud9 isnt it...? like your flying isnt it...?
oo well, until that time comes, i just cant help but to wonder...

btw, here's a korean song (not a new song) but its a lovely song...
this one is sang by wooyoung (cover for Lee Juk- I'm so Fortunate 다행이다)
how lovely to hv him singing... enjoy...



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Saturday, May 1, 2010

Please See Me Hear Me....



Thats how I've been feeling lately...
For what reasons? Im not sure... just that...

I dont wanna have wishful thinking, hopes for something that might not even be for me...
But somehow people said, the more u think of it, it might just be for you... somehow again, what is there that can make me be sooo special to have such miracles... isnt there a saying that quotes "What you want isnt always what u get..." in my case, it happens all the time, its not just "isnt always" but "its always"... the correct phrase for me is "what u want is always not what u get"...

And so, I really wanted to be in contact some way or another with what i foresee as good things... but somehow, the roads to take me there is sooo unclear n perhaps impossible unless im trully am the most luckiest girl in d universe...

I know I shouldnt put that hope there since I myself cant even feel/see it coming at all... but then For this once, im pleading, wishing, hoping, praying, calling for any types of ways there is to please see me, please hear me... me, the most tiniest of me of all things...

~ ooo after writing this blog entry... a few phrases just came to me, sounded good for song lyric... i shall jot it down... ! gotta start working on my lyrics writing... till then.... daa

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