Thats how I've been feeling lately...
For what reasons? Im not sure... just that...
I dont wanna have wishful thinking, hopes for something that might not even be for me...
But somehow people said, the more u think of it, it might just be for you... somehow again, what is there that can make me be sooo special to have such miracles... isnt there a saying that quotes "What you want isnt always what u get..." in my case, it happens all the time, its not just "isnt always" but "its always"... the correct phrase for me is "what u want is always not what u get"...
And so, I really wanted to be in contact some way or another with what i foresee as good things... but somehow, the roads to take me there is sooo unclear n perhaps impossible unless im trully am the most luckiest girl in d universe...
I know I shouldnt put that hope there since I myself cant even feel/see it coming at all... but then For this once, im pleading, wishing, hoping, praying, calling for any types of ways there is to please see me, please hear me... me, the most tiniest of me of all things...
~ ooo after writing this blog entry... a few phrases just came to me, sounded good for song lyric... i shall jot it down... ! gotta start working on my lyrics writing... till then.... daa
InvisibleDiva~
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