So not productive of me...

These few weeks hv been very unproductive for me. I am motivated to certain extend but I'm very much distracted wif other personal stuffs. I hate this unproductive moments. I know there's stuffs tat need to b done, but Instead I can just lay on my bed thinking bout sumthing which leads to no where for d whole day. Bad bad bad..! I gotta snap out!

InvisibleDiva~
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Weird dreams...

Hv u ever dreamt bout stuffs or situation tat has never crossed ur mind in anyways... I bet ya is d answer. But its weird rite. Well, I have a weird dream that sumone I knew who's not in anyway supposed to b appearing in my dreams suddenly was d lead character. He was there cooking for me! Like u know cooking n trying to impress me... Hw weird is tat... Hmm I shall not comment on this any further... Niteee

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Another day...

Its another morning in mylife...
I feel a lil better than I did yesterday. Gotta keep motivating myself.

One of d routine steps that I'm trying to make it a habit of mine is to motivate myself by doing 4things everyday, everymorning if poss at anytime of d day:
1) Start wif SMILE
2) Prayers
3) Remind myself I'M VERY LUCKY n FORTUNATE
4) Thank GOD!

There u go, try to make it a routine, it does make a difference especially when u gotta maintain a strong n happy face mood all day long.

InvisibleDiva~
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Merajuk...

Wut does a heart gotta do when its aching, pouting, sulking, merajuk... :(

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Songs n Lyrics...

I'm very much influenced by music n songs... Tho I'm not good at it, I'm very average told ya. Don't think I can sing but i do sing for my own pleasure...
don't know any music note n etc but i do love to write lyrics again for my own pleasure...
simply just a music lover.
I'll b posting up songs n lyrics from time to time, lyrics n songs tat at times very much represent this heart of mine. Not in anyways trying to make it my own nor am I trying to take credit for any copyrights.

InvisibleDiva~
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Letting go...

Letgo is a simple word to say but its totally difficult to do. I have to keep my guts up and pull all d strength tat I have to letgo of d relationship tat I have been caring for all my life. Huuh tats tough but a girl gotta do wut a girl gotta do :(
Mostly for d past 3 yrs (I brokeup 3 yrs ago) I've been constantly on an emotional roller coaster state. 3yrs of breakup from my first love of 8 yrs together. Yep my 1st bf, my highschool sweetheart. Ouchh that really hurts. like reallly hurt ok...
I guess for d pass 3 yrs, neither one of us r willing to letgo given d fact tat we're officially not dating each other nor were we dating others, deep down there's always sumthing that still tying us down, well tying me down tats for sure. But sumthing happen, it just really disappoint me breaking me down, shattering my already am broken heart to a gazillion tiny little pieces :(
He is not d person who I knew he was?


InvisibleDiva~

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Fairytale...

I luv fairytale... imagination, fantasy perfect tales. But reality bites, d world is less so much less than all d above.
LOVE, love is a fairytale in sumways, in many ways. I believe in everything about LOVE. I believe there's true love, everlasting love, unconditional love n being madly in love. I believe in love which is real n not just based on lust entirely.
I've been in love, infact I perhaps am still in love, and I hold on to it coz I know what I feel is real, but I was heart broken by him, him... my once Knight in shining Armor. Longg storyy...
So, even tho I believe in fairytale, but I guess I still haven't found MY very own fairytale.


InvisibleDiva~
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About me...

Of coz I know all about me. But just as a short note, this blog is about me, wut I see, wut I feel, wut I think, wut I wanna express, wut I wanna postup, wut I wanna tell as a story. None related to anyone in particular as far as I'm concerned coz who ever is in it is anonymous.
What ever been written is only from my point of view...
And pictured attached together with the posts are not mine, i dont own any rights to it. simply goggled pictures...
Me, girl in her own wonderland.
Mid age, average in everyways if u ask me.
To sum it up: I'm just me, no less no extra, happy but was once heartbroken, simple but massively complicated, warm but totally unfriendly at times, totally loving yet very cold, conservative but liberal.

InvisibleDiva~
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Pilot entry...

:(



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