Letgo is a simple word to say but its totally difficult to do. I have to keep my guts up and pull all d strength tat I have to letgo of d relationship tat I have been caring for all my life. Huuh tats tough but a girl gotta do wut a girl gotta do :(
Mostly for d past 3 yrs (I brokeup 3 yrs ago) I've been constantly on an emotional roller coaster state. 3yrs of breakup from my first love of 8 yrs together. Yep my 1st bf, my highschool sweetheart. Ouchh that really hurts. like reallly hurt ok...
I guess for d pass 3 yrs, neither one of us r willing to letgo given d fact tat we're officially not dating each other nor were we dating others, deep down there's always sumthing that still tying us down, well tying me down tats for sure. But sumthing happen, it just really disappoint me breaking me down, shattering my already am broken heart to a gazillion tiny little pieces :(
He is not d person who I knew he was?
InvisibleDiva~
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