I Pity You...

At times people tend to hurt your feelings because they are actually disturbed by you. Most of the time its because they are jealous of u, feels inferior, or simply doesnt like other people to be better than them.

I have had that happened to me many times. Yes at times I do feel sad and depressed because of what they do. I give in soo much to people and I sacrifice a lot for people that I care for. But I guess its true what people said "rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain" what it mean is that "people can have the same hair color which is mostly black, but the hearts differs". And I can feel that there's some sort of jealousy feelings that is involved, and so... as the result, they acted the way they do. But issokay, u know what... instead of feeling sad and down, I actually feels pity for you... As much as u think what ever you are, I still pity you.

I have had a friend who hated his sister a lot, like truly a lot, up to a point where he had night mares at night of the sisters. When I asked him if his sister or his parent even knew bout this, he said they dont. Not a single clue, so means on normal basis he acted pretty normal in front of his family. But deep down, he hated her sooo much. Reason behind those hatred is because he said that the parents always compare him to his sister, and she seems to be doing well and being good at everything than him. Its more like internal conflict of insecurity and also inferiority complex.
From here, we can very well see that it is proven, some can act really nice but deep down they might hate even the glimpse of you... "rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain..."

InvisibleDiva~

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