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Lee Seung Gi - Hope Concert in Seoul

2010-10-12T09:37:00.000-07:00

Im like totally happy to know that Seung Gi sshi is having his 2nd concert (Hope concert in Seoul), end of the year...!!!!!!!!

But my own hope is shattered!!!! (-_-) Im totally sad!!!!

I really wanna go...! I really wanna attend to his concert!
I will be visiting Korea in December!!!
But his concert is scheduled on 21 November 2010 :( this is sooooo sad!!!
I cant push forward my trip to Korean to November because I'll be visiting China in November from 19Nov til 23Nov.

Im seriously sad, what a bad timing it is. I really wish I could see Seung gi sshi perform :(
seriously sad face :( cant even represent and de-pict the sad feelings that Im feeling right now!

:(
owh God, have I not try, please give me some miracles. Im gonna fly all the way to Korea, but Im gonna missed it... :( so sad...

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Lee Seung Gi Pictures

2010-10-12T08:52:00.001-07:00

:p here some of Seung gi's random pictures n vids...

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Ideal Guy... Lee Seung gi?

2010-10-07T21:21:00.001-07:00

Well well... Who is your ideal guy?
Well for me I think personally there r just too many suitable candidate to choose from. I really don't know who to pick as my ideal guy... :p

But then, after thorough thinking... A lil of this and that could perhaps be someone like Lee Seung Gi. Why?

Well I don't know him personally but from the image that he portrayed thru tv, he seems a lot like near to perfect. I just couldnt get enough of him :p
Yup he might not b d most good looking guy but he's very charming and calming to look at. In-fact looking at him makes me wanna smile and giggle. Witty and funny, focused and successful yet average. He can sing really good, act very convincing and above all he seems very mature and humble.
I must say that, all and more bout seung gi really attracts me. So to cut the story short, from the image shown, he seems to hv a lil of this and tat, some what my ideal type of guy.

Too bad he wouldn't know all this.
Hmmm... Nae Lee Seung gi shi eodi naekkeoya??? *_~

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Where r u?

2010-09-29T18:55:00.000-07:00

Where have I been ?

Here but not here.

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Almost Here...

2010-09-20T01:59:00.000-07:00

This is a song lyric by Brian McFadden and Delta Goodrem
The lyric of this song really do have some sort of sentimental meaning to me... not a happy one that is... but here, imma share it with you guys...

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

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Holiday Check List 1

2010-09-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

Come lets check the list of places that Imma supposed to go :p

Hehehehe

√ After my friends’ wedding, I’m gonna be off to spend the weekend at a very beautiful Water Chalet, gonna be a Beach-bum. (cHECKED)
√ The next coming month, I’m heading to a beautiful Island for some snorkeling activities and perhaps some diving… I’m excited, to confirm my ticket soon... (cHECKED)
♥ Later towards end of the year, I’m gonna be flying to China… My itinerary is set and tix has been purchased… yippieeee!!!
♥ End of the year perhaps towards xmas, i'll be gone for ski-snow holiday in Koreaaaaa.... im superflyingly (:p if there's such word :p) excited...! Booked the tix yet to be confirmed by the tour agent!
♥ And early next year, I’m planning to visit middle east.. this will be depending on the itinerary and my schedule if everything goes well…

2 more to go till the end of the year....

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This Phase is Weird

2010-09-18T16:28:00.000-07:00

I've been feeling rather weird. Its not that I'm lonely, its not like I'm not happy, its not that I'm lost... But its more like I'm feeling swayed and spacey... Its like for a moment I lose focus and it bugs me to hell. The problem is, I get carried away with the swaying... Its not good.
I need to find my muse back... I gotta clean up.

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Have I Told You Lately...

2010-09-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

Sudden mood for some sentimental blues. Aaa I've been fairly busy and haven't really gotten the time to sit down and type it all out.

At this very moment, its 12midnite to 1am. I'm gonna be sleepy in d office for sure.

I know I've said this many times, but not as of lately :p
I love my parents! I love you mama and daddy. More than anything in d whole wide world!

Just to share a quote by Lady Gaga "you only have one set of parent"

Take care...

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Don't Know But...

2010-08-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

Don't know if its meant to b or is it not. But do know if its meant to then by any ways it will come eventually n will be...

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Inspiration

2010-08-16T21:25:00.000-07:00

You know, I am always inspired with positive things. And so when I look at people who work hard and are successful, I’m amazed and I am truly inspired. Don’t really have to be multimillionaire, a simple person who works hard to run their everyday business or pursuing their dream or even anybody. I admire people who are able to put their will on and move forward doing what they like and have passion for. It might not be the normal average things, but as long as they succeed in what they do, then they definitely deserve praise.

^^

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Weird

2010-08-16T21:18:00.000-07:00

First thing in the morning, someone texted me. I’m not close to this person as per say. He asked me a random question. “If I have a tattoo, would I want it to be at my leg a picture of dragon fly a green one to be exact?” Mmm and so I told him, “Nope. I won’t. I take care of myself pretty well. And I don’t think I want my skin to be scared in some way or another. Plus tattoos will somehow turn greenish at one point when you are older and I think that’s kinda grossed.” So he replied, “Sorry for the randomness, but I had a dream yesterday and you were in it with a green dragonfly tattoo on your leg. And you like to bite people’s toe. You even lured me to go swimming so you can bite my toe.” My respond was, “Sorry that’s not me then.”

Really, that’s weird. Like totally weird.

Yada yada.

Have a great day people.

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Sore Throat...

2010-08-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

As I'm writing this entry, its been almost a week since I'm having sore throat. I was with fever last weekend. Recovered but the sore throat didn't go away, in fact I've started coughing 2 days back. Now my troat hurts a lot :(

Its my fault, I hv no one to blame. I didn't take the cough syrup accordingly as what the doctor prescribe. My bad.

K I'm gonna drink honey and eat medicine now.

Take care...! ^^

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Kpop??

2010-08-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

Okay okay I wanna make one thing clear here….

I love Korean singers, groups, actors and actresses… I love all of them. There’s too many to name it.

I didn’t write much bout all the singers/groups/actors and actresses here on my blog simply because my blog is not a Kpop entertainment update blog. This is personal blog. So I will write what comes through my mind at one particular point, depending on my time table and schedule. At time I didn’t get the chance to write for days or perhaps weeks due to my tight schedule. Pardon me okay.

But if you would like to read more and know more, u can always check out web such as,
- Allkpop
- Kpopdailynews
- Kpopped
- Popseoul
- Soompi
- And many many more…

Enjoy reading those web yea… take care… ^^

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Super Junior

2010-08-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

Here I know I should have posted this entry earlier on before….
But I was busy and I forgot bout it entirely….
Here I’m making up for it… I love SUJU ^^

I know… I know…
I hadn’t had that much time to watch most of their shows, I just check out several. And so far, I’m loving…
♥Donghae
♥Leeteuk
♥Heechul
♥Eunhyuk
♥Kyuhyun

Oo don’t get me wrong, I do love the rest of them… but like I said, I haven’t got the time to watch much of Suju’s show. So far, those names were the ones that I often see in variety shows.

I like bonamana, one of the songs from Suju’s new album.. I like the part where they sing…
listen girl, chua-hae, baby girl, sarang-hae~ ^^

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GP Game

2010-08-13T07:03:00.000-07:00

As you might have noticed by now, I do follow the Kpop industry. Well not in a great extend but I try to see what up and new whenever I have the time. And here I’ve came across a new group call GP. They have just debuted their first MV Game like today or yesterday.

I must admit my first impression when I first look at the picture of the GP girls is that I’m a lil skeptical about them simply because they are very very young girls. I though that they are too young to be introduced to the fame world. But then do not underestimate the Kpop industry as they really take their entertainment industry seriously and they do train those trainees properly intensively.

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Who Moved My Cheese..?

2010-08-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

Okay so I’ve finished reading another motivational book. Its by the same author as “The Present” described earlier in one of my post. The book is called “Who Moved My Cheese? By Spencer Johnson.

The book pretty much elaborate the importance of adapting to change, anticipating and accepting changes. It also look at things such as realizing that self fears are what stop us from moving and achieving better in life.

It’s a very small and short book. You can easily finish reading it in less than 2 hours. Feel free to read it. Everyone and anyone can simply relate to it in one way or another.

Have a great day… ^_*

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Holiday Check List

2010-08-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

Come lets check the list of places that Imma supposed to go :p

Hehehehe

√ After my friends’ wedding, I’m gonna be off to spend the weekend at a very beautiful Water Chalet, gonna be a Beach-bum. (cHECKED)
√ The next coming month, I’m heading to a beautiful Island for some snorkeling activities and perhaps some diving… I’m excited, to confirm my ticket soon... (cHECKED)
♥ Later end of the year, I’m gonna be flying to China… I'm just waiting for my itinerary… yippieeee!!!
♥ And early next year, I’m planning to visit middle east.. this will be depending on the itinerary and my schedule if everything goes well…

1 more to go till the end of the year....

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Beaches and Snorkeling

2010-08-10T22:23:00.000-07:00

Okay so over the weekend I went to this small but beautiful island. The main activity is to snorkel and just enjoy the sun by the beach. To unwind and let the free spirit fly free…

I didn’t really snap loadsa pics, well I was most of the time underwater :p

Here a sneak peak ^^

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Its All About You

2010-08-10T22:21:00.000-07:00

Here’s a song that I like, just simply because the lyric is very simple and lovely.

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The Present...

2010-08-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

I was busy with work but managed to read and finish up this motivational book that I got for free.

The book is called 'The Present' the best that you can gift yourself.

Well basically its divided to 3parts:
The present - its now, currently and what's in front of you. Its what u have right now going on in ur life. We have to focus on what we have, appreciate and enjoy what is in front of us, look and emphasize on things that are positive, and only then we can be happy with what we have and enjoy the current moment that we are in.

The past - we should not dwell on what's in d past. We must learn from it instead of hovering to it. We must to letgo, forgive and forget. So that the pass would not burden on us and affect our future.

The future - the future is yet to happen. Is something that you can paint and make happened. Though not everything will go the way you want it to be, but planning the future would help eliminate probs and will lead you to the desire point/goals that you wanted. Planning the future with joy and positivity with all the experiences that we learned from will help to lead us to a better future and a much happier life ^^

These are basically the gist of the book.

Take note of it, have a nice day ^^

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Weekend Getaway - Water Chalet Beach

2010-07-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

I did promised to share some some about my weekend getaway trip by the beach. I didn’t get to snap loadsa pictures because I’m everywhere enjoying myself. But here’s a couple of pics for you. I stayed at a water chalet and the view and air was simply superb… ^^

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Hellow Me!?

2010-07-27T01:08:00.000-07:00

It has truly been awhile. Sorry for the delayed entry. There’s so much that’s been going on. I am rather feeling very exhausted and I’m feeling very restless as I am often sleepy :p I had not enough sleep obviously. For the past 3 weeks, I’ve been sleeping late at around 2-3am in the morning and waking up at 6-7am. I know I talked bout this before, but seriously… if you are sleepy it does affect your whole day activities. Nevertheless I am still feeling okay and I’m gonna continue moving on… :p

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Busy Like a Bee

2010-07-11T09:04:00.001-07:00

It has been awhile since I last post an entry. I was busy like maddddd. Its been 2 weeks in a row of sleeping late at 2-3am in d morning and waking up at 630am. And I'm totally exhausted.

I've been keeping things to myself, and so it felt like d energy that was drained out were more burdensome as no one really knows how I feel...

But its okay, its regaining d energy time... I'm just gonna chill and relax. Can't wait for this coming weekend as I'm going off for a short weekend getaway ^^

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Travel.. Holiday...

2010-06-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

Aaa I need to take a break… I need to go on a holiday trip :p
I’ve been working hard and been busy, I have not been to anywhere as of for the first half of 2010… And so I have a few line-up plans for the second half of the year.
(cant tell you the exact place where Im gonna go...but here’s the rough plans)

♥ After my friends’ wedding, I’m gonna be off to spend the weekend at a very beautiful Water Chalet, gonna be a Beach-bum.
♥ The next coming month, I’m heading to a beautiful Island for some snorkeling activities and perhaps some diving… I’m excited, to confirm my ticket soon...
♥ Later end of the year, I’m gonna be flying to China… I'm just waiting for my itinerary… yippieeee!!!
♥ And early next year, I’m planning to visit middle east.. this will be depending on the itinerary and my schedule if everything goes well…

I was planning to visit Korea earlier on, but my schedule was so packed that I’m not able to squeeze it in… Been doing some survey on some of the ground-tour packages, I really wanna visit Jeju Island… perhaps I’ll go next year after my middle-east trip. But I am a little scared though, cause I can’t speak Korean… mmm shall I start learning some simple stuffs from now :p

I need a rest… I need a break… ^^ cant wait…

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G-Dragon of Big Bang

2010-06-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

I know its kinda late for me to post this, but who cares.. this is my entry anyway :p

Im digging all my fav song… now listening to G-Dragon tracks again… just love all his songs… who doesn’t?

GD’s opening performances for Flo’RIda recently was a total coolness. He’s cute no doubt, his music are very very catchy and easy to dance to… I cant rap I must admit, and so I love to listen to other people’s rapping… No need to say much, GD is simply awesome, I love his tracks, his MVs ^^

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Impossible

2010-06-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

This song is by Shontelle. The song is really nice and the lyrics also have quite an interesting meaning to it... once upon a time that is... haha ^^ enjoy...

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

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T.O.P of Big Bang

2010-06-21T01:37:00.001-07:00

Mr T.O.P aka Choi Seung Hyun need I say more.. The nick itself sounded interesting enough. When I look at him, I think he got this thing... mm u know… the kinda thing/charm that girls are looking for...

I think T.O.P is “DA’ Bad boy” type haha what I mean is that… you know how some girls tend to like guys who look kinda bad, his act is kinda cool with a lil bit of attitude but he is always calm or shall I say poise... although he seems all cold and bad, somehow rather he’s heart is totally opposite, he is really such a caring type, loving and loyal especially to his one and only girl… haha --- Well, that is the kinda image that crossed my mind when I think of T.O.P

Again that is only my own thinking. He seems to be a very hardworking person and that really is a very impressive thing.

It is always nice to see guys who are determine, hard working and have a head of his own. I don’t know about the rest, but to me that is a very attractive point, I do have a thing for guys who are independent. I mean basically, it’s the most basic thing a guy should have. Sense of direction, he got to be strong and knows what he wants in life, knows where his going and be independent to lead the way as a man.

Okay, I’m drifting... back to T.O.P : his new song and music video looks good. It’s black and white (black and white never fails). I love his MV concept, the checkered suits, a lil of fur, those tux shoe, dancers were dressed accordingly… all in all I think ‘sleek’ is the word and not forgetting his raise eye brow ^_*
Here watch his new song's MV

and in this MV by Gummy-Im Sorry (T.O.P look so H.O.T)

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Shin Bong Sun

2010-06-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hehehe... Shin Bong Sun is a comedian...
I just love watching her, cause she makes me laugh a lot... hehehe
I came about to know her as I watch "Family Outing", "Happy Together" and a few other variety shows... hahaha and she seems so cute n funny hahaha...

If u wanna have a good laugh, watch "Family outing season 2" and "Happy Together". hehehe

I cant find much you tube videos of her funny cut moments, but here is one that I found where she did parody of Lee Hyori's song on Happy Together :)

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Wedding Organizer...

2010-06-18T18:26:00.000-07:00

Wah... a few weeks to come will definitely be a very busy weeks...

I was requested for a favor from a friend to be her main maid of honour... like for all of her 3 events... wahhh.... hehehe I dont mind tho cause she is one of my bestest friend. Im glad I could help her and be by her side throughout her most important day...

Apart from that, another friend also requested for me to be her wedding organizer... its a big task I must say... but I will surely do help her too. I did have an experience before about a year plus ago, together with some other friends we helped out in our friend's wedding event. I hope I can help in the best way I can to make the event successful...

Hwaiting..! hehehe ^^

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Minho

2010-06-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

I really wanna talk about Minho. Who is Minho?? Choi Minho from Shinee group.

To be honest, when I first look at him and watch Shinee music video, I thought to myself “owh he is cute n such a baby”. And I have neutral feelings as Shinee group is really such a cutie and adorable group.

However my perceptions totally change as I watch ‘Let’s Go Dream Team’. He is totally not a baby after all. Though he is young, the youngest in that show if Im not mistaken, but he seems to have a very good fighting spirit and he is always determine and knows what he wants. He’s charming and not only a cutie cutie pie after all. He seems strong, funny, witty, more of a man (Namja) despite his young age and still manage to maintain his cuteness all the time… ^^

Im amazed and I admit that he really exceeded my expectation, he is totally a yummy in disguise^^…
Watch ‘Let’s Go Dream Team’ and u’ll know what I mean…

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Its Been Awhile…

2010-06-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

Yep, Im kinda busy lately…
And Ive been through some sort of thinking phase.. hehehe… but all good…

Feels good to be able to type and chat it all out here… ^^

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Disappointed...

2010-06-12T06:50:00.001-07:00

In life there are times where u tend to b disappointed with things/situations/people around u.
And today I'm pretty much felt very disappointed with some people I knew. Having put in d situation where I am always occupied and busy, I ask a favor from some ppl to help me out. Not that I didn't wanna do it myself, but because it clashes with me being at work.
Somehow, people take me for granted, didn't get the things done and didn't even bother to inform me, ignoring the urgency of that matter.
And so, today I hv no choice but to rush in a matter of 1hour to get it done before the dateline. Was driving like mad to b in time. Almost met with an accident. But I still manage to complete it with d help of mom n dad.
Mama and ayah, I love u. Thanks for being there always. Especially when I'm stressed out and feels so hopelessly alone and down.

At the end of the day, u just can't depend on anyone but yourself. I worked so hard, but I was always let down...
Today is not a great day for me.
But I will keep it up n try to stay motivated. Only because I believe in God. He put me through this knowing that I can get through it. And I will try my very best...

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I Pity You...

2010-06-07T04:23:00.000-07:00

At times people tend to hurt your feelings because they are actually disturbed by you. Most of the time its because they are jealous of u, feels inferior, or simply doesnt like other people to be better than them.

I have had that happened to me many times. Yes at times I do feel sad and depressed because of what they do. I give in soo much to people and I sacrifice a lot for people that I care for. But I guess its true what people said "rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain" what it mean is that "people can have the same hair color which is mostly black, but the hearts differs". And I can feel that there's some sort of jealousy feelings that is involved, and so... as the result, they acted the way they do. But issokay, u know what... instead of feeling sad and down, I actually feels pity for you... As much as u think what ever you are, I still pity you.

I have had a friend who hated his sister a lot, like truly a lot, up to a point where he had night mares at night of the sisters. When I asked him if his sister or his parent even knew bout this, he said they dont. Not a single clue, so means on normal basis he acted pretty normal in front of his family. But deep down, he hated her sooo much. Reason behind those hatred is because he said that the parents always compare him to his sister, and she seems to be doing well and being good at everything than him. Its more like internal conflict of insecurity and also inferiority complex.
From here, we can very well see that it is proven, some can act really nice but deep down they might hate even the glimpse of you... "rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain..."

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Family

2010-06-05T04:29:00.000-07:00

What is the most important thing to u?
I believe mine would be family. Yes other things are important too... but i guess all of it cant even beat what family means to me. I cant imagine living my life without them. Though I must admit that nowadays I dont quite spend much time with them. Im always busy, I work hard for all the money that I have, and I love to leisure them with anything that they want and making them feel joy and happy. I wanna travel the world with them and have full laughters with them all day long.

I remember those days when I was still studying... everyday I would spend time with Mama, and I would lie down on my Mom's thigh and watch TV... as Mama would chat with me through out... and ayah would tell us jokes and stories...

I wish I dont have to grow up, but I have responsibilities. And Im glad that I am big enough to find money to provide and give to my parents. Its not that they dont have enough for themselves. But as a daughter, they give so much to me and they care soo much, I just feel that its time for me to care and provide for them instead even though they dont need my money.

Mama ayah and the rest, please know that I love u guys a lot... sooo much that what ever I do is for u guys...

huggs n kissess...

InvisibleDiva~

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Junho : Superb

2010-05-30T00:16:00.000-07:00

Here goes a line or two bout Junho. His real name is Lee Junho from 2PM.

wow, he is very good at dancing and acrobatics and he sings too (triple dang). Not to mention that he is sooo cute, his eyes are so 'sepet' and small like sooo cute especially when he smiles, thats is his charms, when he smiles he could light up the whole room like a bringht sunshine. he is also very athletic and full spirited, determined the type who is focus and knows what he wants. The word is "confident" with himself. You know what, man with confident but at the same time humble, cute and funny are veryy attractive ^^

Junho is somehow to me,I feel like he is an underdog. Its like he has all the potential but he keeps it to himself. If you see him carefully beneath all the other hypes, u will definitely realize and finds him totally interesting.
Watch Let's Go Dream Team, I like him in that show.

And take a look at this yourself, this is one of his many dance vids...
Lee Junho is a definite 10 out of 10 score, yummy two thumbs up...!!!

InvisibleDiva~

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What u Want? Vs What u Get?

2010-05-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

Malay:
kadang² apa kt nak,kt tak dapat.Tp kadang² tu sbnarnye slalu.So,takperlulah kt nak apa² sbb tak dapat pun.And bila kt tak nak,tibe² kt dapat...

English:
Sometimes what we want is what we don't end up getting. But that 'sometimes' is actually most of the time. So then, no need to want anything cause u will end up not getting it. And somehow, when we don't wanna anything, that's when u get something...

Confused? :p but true indeed...

InvisibleDiva~

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Shall We Meet Again...?

2010-05-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

Well, technically that is not the right phrase.. Shall we meet again? How can u meet again when u havent even meet for the first time? :p

I saw this guy... He's there and I am here... Could it be love from a distance sight??? mayb yes, mayb not... But its definitely a crush... one sided crush, love or affections... he didnt know me, he didnt know Im here, he didnt even know of my existance... but I still like him.... He is younger than me... (Ive never thought I would like someone younger than me... could it really be? well, from far he does seems mature enough that makes me attracted to him... he somewhat conveyed the vibes that he is able to take care of any girl but at the same time be very cute and cuddddly)... Well, those are only words, perceptions and thoughts from my end...

Before I think about you more knowing the fact that you are so far away, lets just make it this way...
You dont know me... and for now, I dont think u would be ready either if we were to meet. So shall we meet again later? later in time where you are ready to meet me... when the time is right... Hope to see you again, till then... take care and make sure u r well all the time...

InvisibleDiva~

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Who Drives Ur Life?

2010-05-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

I was on my way back from work, was driving my car through the rain. It got thinking, who drives ur life? Who maneuver the wheel of ur life?

To me, I maneuver mine. But of cause the path of life is ain't easy and the intended destination that we have first planned might not even b the place we endup going. This is because in life, the only thing that you can and have control of is yourself and your decisions. Other than u, the rest of the things are non controllable. Therefore our decision in life is very much influenced, affected and relates to other factors. But despite all things, our life is still in within our control.
So, maneuver it well, head to places which leads to success! Make d wise decision all thru d way!
Hwaiting!

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Ok Taec Yeon : The Beast

2010-05-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

Hehehe… The beast, it does suite him well in my humble opinion. Taec Yeon looks good portraying a strong and masculine image. He knows how to make the right expression and at the same time he is very very very cute too. Seeing him on stage (where u can see him acting all beastly) is different from when you see him in variety shows and talk shows. Cause when you watch him in variety shows and talk shows then you can actually see that he can be quite shy, cute and funny.

I started to like Teac ever since I know 2PM obviously :p but I think I’m kinda drawn into him more when I watched “Family Outing season 2”, “Cinderella’s Step Sister” . It’s cute to see a beastly guy knows how to do chores and also do cooking. Despite his beastly looks and his husky beastly voice, he also seems to be very polite… That is totally a plus plus… A guy who knows how to be respectful, be humble and be thoughtful of others is indeed a charm. And not forgetting, he speaks well English… ^^

Congrats to Teac for his drama “Cinderella’s Step Sister”

There’s a lot of videos of Teac, but I’m just gonna embedded this song “ears candy – Baek Ji Young ft Taec Yeon”

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Something To Laugh Smile at...

2010-05-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

Here... hehehe this thing is actually quite old...
but Im reposting it here...

Here is a puzzle for you

Imagine you are in Hwange. You have been tied hanging on a tree with
a rope anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope,
and the lion is waiting for you to drop and be his lunch.

Your survival hinges on the rope staying intact, there is no one
around to help you. The only possible way is to somehow convince the
lion to BLOW the candle out. How do you do that?

THINK FIRST AND THEN
Scroll down for answer...

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Sing Happy Birthday song.

InvisibleDiva~

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Caprice...

2010-05-14T19:23:00.000-07:00

Do u know who caprice is?
Caprice is a singer/rapper/songwriter/ceo of his own record label n etc...
he's very young and he's been quite out there...
He is a very humble young person... very approachable and easy going...
as an artist, he is not snobbish and arrogant at all.. that is cool...

i've been doing some lyrics writing on my own...
told ya im helping out a fren for his side project....
and so I contacted Caprice to help look thru my stuffs and get feedback from him...
honestly I dont think he would come.. But surprisingly from the first bbm text that I sent to him, he was very very nice in replying... and it was very easy too, to set a meeting with him.
I meet him for a short while and showed him some of mystuffs.. I have to admit, I didnt know anything bout music n lyrics n etc... its only a pure interest n passion thing that is going on here...
His feedback was good, very good.... He told me where my lacking points, which part to concentrate and etc... Could work out something if I want to... He just asked me to buzz him if there's anything... How cool is that... totally not snobbish or wutsoever...

By the way, Im gona take it as a guide.. I have no one to channel to or ask for some insight... now that I know, Im gona try to do my best...

so till then, take care....

InvisibleDiva~
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Twitter ooo Twitter...

2010-05-13T19:07:00.000-07:00

Here's the thing about twitter...
Its a great social networking, really good to get the latest of What's What bout people you have interest into... superb tools... It makes people feels more connected to the people that they followed..
However, as much as it makes u feel connected and closer, it also makes u feel a lil dumb and ignored... given the fact that some people have like thousands followers, and they sure receives like millions of @mentions per day, how are they supposed to reply, hence they did not reply to all... and dont that makes u feel like a fool, u're talking/twitting and basically its all to urself.. the person might or might not even noticed your twitts... sad isnt it...

Nevertheless, i still think twitter is a great tools... enjoy twitting people...

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Where TO...

2010-05-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

Lemme tell u bout me a lil...
Im a soft fragile girl... That I cant deny...
But somehow rather I think and I know I have a strong spirit...
I have visions and I know what I want...
People who knows me well, would know that despite my physical which shows nothing but soft, fragile and girly girl, Im actually a strong headed, hard and different...

My personal thoughts of myself is, Im not hard, nor am I soft...
I am ambitious, therefore even tho I am soft n etc, I will try my best...
I have loadsa visions and also things that I wanna achieve in life...
I like to try new stuffs and also do things that are interesting to me...
But life is so limited in terms of time.. its true when people say "Time is golden, u cant get it back once it passes you"

I wanna do so much in life...
Im blessed that I can study and excel in academic.. when I was young the only thing that I focus on is career ladder, so I focused on academic. But as I grow I realized that its not my passion and you can do so much more... Career ladder the cliche way is not the only way...
Its best that if you can do and work what u enjoy the most then it wont be stressful and it doesnt worn u out...

Im into business, Im trying to revive back my aunt business that she passes on to us. But I can tell u its not an easy thing to do... when u have to work with people who are not committed. But that wont slow me down, I will keep on pushing and strive till I get where I want to...

Apart from that, my hobby is to create. Even tho its not my entire creation, what I meant is I like to do things and have the feeling of achievements. It motivates me and it inspires me and it gives me one kind of satisfaction feeling.
♥ Im into baking... cause when I bake, and I can say that Im pretty good at it... it started as a hobby but it turns out that many people requested for orders n etc... slowly before I knew it, I already have a blog that caters for my baking passion... even tho my time is limited, but the thing that keeps me going on is the fact that people want it more.. people want what I make cause its good.. ^_^ thats a nice thing. isnt it...
♥ I am also into design/fashion/etc.. I like to make things become pretty and I like to decorate.. I end up liking to sew... I sew several stuffs before including skirts n etc.. I love to do fashion design and own a store of my own..
♥ I love to write lyrics.. been working on several lyrics... Im helping a friend to write for his tunes.. but the sad thing bout it is that, I dont think I can sing well.. of coz... and I dont know how to play instruments... and how can I take it further from there? mmm
♥ I wanna learn other languages especially korean.. so currently I am reading and doing some studies on my own... hope it will get me to sumwhere...
♥ I wanna try out and join acting class.. not that I wanna be actress or anything, but I think that it will be a great way to express oneself... for own pleasure, healthy activities... building self confidence...
I also wanna start my dancing back again. its been awhile since I stop going for classes... huuhu...

what I can say is that I wanna do and love doing different things.. I wanna explore and experience.

I am = Me

See I only have 24hrs a day, have to make time to go to the gym n etc, really miss yoga classes :p

hahaha... but no worries, I am a supergirl... I can do it ^_^
and thats y i choose to hv u, to just express some stuffs that I didnt get the chance to express...

Till then...

InvisibleDiva~
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Feverish...

2010-05-11T18:01:00.000-07:00

Today I woke up feeling slightly terrible...
I was given a jab for flu vaccine to increase immunity towards flu sickness as prevention. The doctor did give warnings, saying that some people might experience slight change in body temperature and can end up having slight fever... well that is exactly what I end up having...

I cant sleep well yesterday nite. My left shoulder was aching. Im not a deep sleeper anyways, so slight movements causes pain which I can feel in my sleep. Huuh T_T sob sob

And today when I woke up, my head feels heavy and I felt cold, my temperature is warm. Triple dang!!! and I cant opt for Medical Leave because I have tonnes of work that need to be done, plus I have meetings tomorrow.

Helpp.. I just wanna tug in my bed under my comforter, with my pillows around me, sipping a nice warm green tea... and just close my eyes rest and sleep...

aaaaa.... Hope that I get well soon!

Take care

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Wow...

2010-05-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

Im amazed...
I have this thing going on, on my other blog.
It started so simple, through hobby that I like to do...
But then, for some reason the respond was quite good, so I simply decided to create a blog for it.
Not putting any high hope, cause I just dont really put anything on line for it...
Little that I know, today when I check my statcount, woww it has been receiving at least 500++ visitors. Woww, thats a shocker!
Im pretty moved and happy that its getting at least ppl's view...

Thanks a bunch!

InvisibleDiva~
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Nich Khun : Thai Prince

2010-05-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

Hehe.. Isn’t he cute…? He is cute for definite. There’s nothing much to elaborate on his cuteness face, cause it can clearly be seen by everyone. I think to me what interest me most about Khun is that he is actually a very tough person. I watched a couple of shows regarding 2PM’s pre-debut and Khun totally started from scratch. Well, he basically doesn’t know singing, doesn’t know dancing, and don’t know Korean but somehow now he’s good at most of the stuffs. I’m impressed and to me it’s amazing how one can work so hard.

He’s from Thailand, that’s like totally next to my place. Well, not technically physically next but next to my country where I resides.

He sure does know how to do facial expression :p just watch Star King and you’ll know what I mean.

I think mostly all girls would wanna date him… if not, the least is fall for his famous “wink” hahaha. But I also think there’s more to just that cute face. There’s more to a person that one need to know and get to know. I read in gossip column bout Khun being over protective of his sisters and that he loved his family the most, now that is to me something interesting, cause I love my family to death too and to me family love is the most basic and important thing. If a person can’t even love him/her self and his/her family then that person really can’t go far in this world.
And so, I don’t know Khun, but I think he might just be one of the most adored yummy guy by chicks all over the place ^^ :p (But too bad he's younger than me, by 3 or 4 years I think... T.T As a matter of fact they all are younger than me :( sob sob)

Here.. I like this a lot, Khun with kids... awww

And this one is him singing Nothing Better.
(Wif Junsu & Junho)

(Khun solo)

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Farewell Is Coming...

2010-05-11T00:14:00.000-07:00

New song is out... by 8eight and the title is Farewell Is Coming...
Nice song trust me.. Its very touching too.. The MV is lovely plus they have NichKhun from 2PM as their male subject... ^_* its really like an icing on top of the cake... He is such a cutiee piee...
The female subject is also pretty...

Wahh... Listening to the song and watching the MV makes me feels like I can feel the emotions, and also like as if I am in the MV itself :p
Been listening to the song over and over again... hehe
Starting to like 8eight. Their voices and combination is also good. 8eight consist of 3 members. 2 male and 1 female...

Enjoy their MV and song k...

saranghae(saranghae)tteonajima(mianhae)
nigaeobseumyeon nan(naegaeobseodo neon)
amugeotdo aniya(gwaenchanha)
saranghae(saranghae)jebal naegeireojima
eotteokeniga nal tteonalsu isseo

rap)
dwitmuneul yeolgo deureooneun neol
boneunsungan arasseo
ni pyojeongman bwado dan 1choppunirado
da aneun geureon naraseo
halmari itdan simgakhan moksori
naege museunmari hagosipeonneunji da araseo
nan neomu deutgiga sirheosseo
geu sunganeul mirugo sipeosseo nan
jakku ttancheongeul piugo
doejiannneun useuunyaegideullo
neowaui ibeul aeugo
amugeotdo moreuneuncheok gyesok
hwajereul ormgyeobwado hajiman nan ara

ibyeori onda majimagi onda
ije iksukhaejyeoya hal geununmuri heureunda
neomaneul wihae sseotdeonmal
hajiman soyongeomneun mal
almyeonseo doenaeinda, saranghae

rap)
ijeneun mareundoedo uimiga eobseo
neoreul saranghandaneunmal
amuri sorichyeodo ni gwitgaen
deullijido anheul mal
deoisangeun mareulma
naemami nege malhaedo
geumareul doepuri hagedoe
neon geuman haraedo
(geureonnal dwirohanchae ireonaryeogo haneunneoreul)
ganeun neoreul
(butjapgo neureojinchae babocheoreom
tto saranghaeran mareulhae)
naneun ureodo neon useurago
jjajeungseokkin neoui pyojeongeul
eotteokedeun jiwoboryeohae

ibyeori onda majimagi onda
ije iksukhaejyeoya hal geununmuri heureunda
neomaneul wihae sseotdeonmal
hajiman soyongeomneun mal
almyeonseo doenaeinda

sarangi ganda naesarangi tteonanda
naegen hanappunin sarang
geunyeoga nal beorinda
nunmuri jakkuheulleodo
changpihanjuldo moreugo
jakkuman doenaeinda
saranghae(mianhae nal japjima)
saranghae(naega eobsido neon)
nigaeobseumyeon nan(haengbokhagil baralge)
amugeotdo aniya
mianhae(saranghae)
jebal joheunyeoja manna
ireoke nappeun nal ijeobeoryeojwo
saranghae saranghae

I love you (I love you), don’t leave (I’m sorry).
Without you I’m… (Even without me you’re…)
…Less than nothing (…Fine)
I love you (I love you), please don’t do this to me.
How could you ever leave from my side?

I knew it the moment
I saw you coming through the door.
Because I can understand it
Just by glimpsing at your face for a second.
The serious tone, that says you have something to say.
I knew what you wanted to say.
I didn’t really want to listen.
I wanted to delay that very moment.
I would pretend to be apathetic,
And with funny nonsense stories
I would get your mind off from talking.
Still pretending to be clueless,
And no matter how much I change the topic, I know.

Goodbye is approaching, the end is coming.
The tear that I’m supposed to be familiar with drips down.
The words that I used only for you,
The words that ultimately turned useless,
Knowing fully well I repeat it, I love you.

Even if it makes sense now, it has no meaning.
“I love you”
No matter how much I shout,
The words will never reach your ears.
Just stop talking,
Even if I talk my heart out,
I end up repeating myself again.
Even if I tell you to stop
(You end up ignoring me)
As you’re about to drift away
(I would hold you back and foolishly
tell you that I love you)
Even I were to cry, to make you smile
I would try to erase the
Annoyed expression of yours.

Goodbye is approaching, the end is coming.
The tear that I’m supposed to be familiar with drips down.
The words that I used only for you,
The words that ultimately turned useless,
Knowing fully well I repeat it.

Love is going, my love is leaving.
My one and only love.
She has thrown me away.
No matter how much I shed tears,
I keep doing it
Without realizing how embarrassing it is.
I love you (I’m sorry, don’t hold me back)
I love you (Even without me,)
Without you… (I hope you can be happy.)
… I am less than nothing.
I’m sorry (I love you)
I hope you can meet a better woman
And forget about terrible me.
I love you, I love you.

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Lately...

2010-05-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

Wah... the title sounds good eh... hehe
today I'm in a good mood... I think starting from now I will start to write more bout good thing that has been happening... just to lighten things up...
Again, this blog is only for me rite... its like my imaginary friend, oo my how weird does that sounds haha...

Y am I feeling okay today? simply cause I want to :p
hahaha to tell u the truth, I am a veryy veryy busy person... I like have tonnes of things to do.. Well again, who doesnt have a lot of things to do rite...
But its okay, one step at a time and one thing at a time.. Im sure it will be done in no time...
Work hard and enjoy it... I mean most of the time in life, either your happy or your sad mostly depends on how u condition your mind... if u want to be happy u can choose to look from a different perspective which is positive notes all the way, or vice versa...
As simple as it sounds, it is definitely not simple to do...
My dad once told me... the worst enemy and the one that continuously challenging u is yourown innerself... which is true.. partly is also called emotion... being emotional is always whats dragging us... And its a continnuous fight between your conscience and ur inner emotions...

Hwaiting...! hope all of us can beat the negative parts and be happy always all the time...

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Really..

2010-05-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hmm I really gotta digest and accept the fact that in this life...
"people will always judge a book by looking at its cover... "
and some will definitely not look your way coz they think u are no one...

the reality of life is that... people, human are bias, judgemental and many more of its range...
but its ok, just work hard and you will shine...

^_^ logging off for the day... nite

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Junsu : That Voice

2010-05-06T12:41:00.000-07:00

Watch this, nice!

I really think this is a cool beat to start a show with… I suppose this one is composed by Junsu himself. Junsu Kim is from 2PM and he is the lead vocalist. He has a wonderful voice. Love him singing, and I would really like to hear more r&b tunes sung by him. But then again, I don’t quite often see Junsu on shows as compared to the rest. I hope to see more of him. I think he definitely has more talent to show than what we already see for now.

He mentioned at one of the interview back then that he was heartbroken before, poor thing. It ain’t a good feeling isn’t it... it hurts right, I don’t like it either. But I believe one should go through break-up at least once. Reason being is that by going through heartbreak you are able to grow and learn about relationship/responsibilities and be more mature. At the same time you are able to appreciate better the next time around.

In my humble opinion, Junsu to me is a very personal and sentimental kinda person, everyone knows he loves it when it rains. For me raining time is the best time for me to be by myself and during that time I tend to have loadsa emotions running errands. Depending on my mood, at times I just wanna laze around and wonders, at times I love to just listen to slow music and reminisce on some sentimental moments, at times I tend to get connected with my inner feelings and it makes me wanna so some active writings… and at times, raining time makes me feels so comfortable and sleepy and so I love to tug in under my comforter and just keep warm and doze off n sleep.. :p hehehehe

From what I see, I think Junsu is a very loveable person, I hope he is able to find true love and be happy ^^

Wildflower

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Small, Simple and Unexpected...

2010-05-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

Do you know that at times, the things that really can make your day much brighter and put a smile on your face is actually the smallest, simplest and unexpected things...

Today, something that I've been wanting but wasnt expecting, came by unexpectedly... well its nothing much really... but then it just simply lights up my day...

Thank you! Im very much grateful...

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I'm Not A Sad Person...

2010-05-04T01:09:00.001-07:00

I know most of my entries are some what sad ones n etc...
But that is not the case...
This blog is basically one way how I could channel all d things that I don't express on normal basis, what I mean is not infront of others around me.
Really I'm a very expressive person, but if there's anything that I don't express to ppl and don't really let others to see bout me is sadness, I will try not to show especially to ppl around me.
Not that because I'm ashame or anything, its just that I hv to b strong especially when u hv ppl looking up to u.
And so, here is where I tell it all...
Happy stuffs? There's a lot of them n I will put it down here once in awhile, but for now let's just make this my secret channel for unexpressed stuffs ok ^_^

Till then take care...

InvisibleDiva~
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I'm Jealous Of Her...

2010-05-03T00:30:00.001-07:00

I'm jealous of her... Not of her as in jealous of who she is.. But I'm jealous of her good fortune, for being extremely lucky in winning d competition and being able to go over n meet him.
I wish I have such fortune.
But then I'm happy for her still, I bet she had a good time there for sure...

Praying that next time it will b my turn I hope... ^_^

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WooYoung : The Baby

2010-05-02T12:28:00.000-07:00

I think Wooyoung is so cute and such a baby… he dances well and he also sings well. His expression is funny hehehe and he can make the ‘cry baby’ face haha… can melt just about any girls’ heart with that cry baby face expression :p

I’ve watched a few shows that have Wooyoung in it, and he indeed always makes me smile. Funny guy but ‘Manja’ at the same time. ‘Manja’ is a malay word, there’s no precise English word that can explain what ‘Manja’ really means but here let me try to describe (Manja – manja is actually the act of someone, for example you know when you see a girl/boy who is very loving and cuddly with her/his mom dad or anybody, not spoilt in a bad way where she/he gets all the things that she/he wants, but just that she/he is loving, cuddly, caring and lovely) that’s roughly what ‘Manja’ means.
Funny is a good thing. Girls like funny guys who can light up the mood with just their smile and who can cracks a joke with nothing.

Seriously, gurls... if you have a guy who’s cute and funny... its hard to be angry or be mad cause then he always know to make it all good with his cute lil twinkle smile and funny lines ^^

I’ve posted earlier cover song sung by Woo Young… but here I’m gonna embedded cut clips where Woo Young being funny as always and doing the santi dances.

Woo Young imitating Nich khun hehehe ^^

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Someone Who Sings For You...

2010-05-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

What does it feels like to have someone to sing for you a lovely song and really mean it...
it must have felt like you're in cloud9 isnt it...? like your flying isnt it...?
oo well, until that time comes, i just cant help but to wonder...

btw, here's a korean song (not a new song) but its a lovely song...
this one is sang by wooyoung (cover for Lee Juk- I'm so Fortunate 다행이다)
how lovely to hv him singing... enjoy...

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Please See Me Hear Me....

2010-05-01T03:34:00.000-07:00

Thats how I've been feeling lately...
For what reasons? Im not sure... just that...

I dont wanna have wishful thinking, hopes for something that might not even be for me...
But somehow people said, the more u think of it, it might just be for you... somehow again, what is there that can make me be sooo special to have such miracles... isnt there a saying that quotes "What you want isnt always what u get..." in my case, it happens all the time, its not just "isnt always" but "its always"... the correct phrase for me is "what u want is always not what u get"...

And so, I really wanted to be in contact some way or another with what i foresee as good things... but somehow, the roads to take me there is sooo unclear n perhaps impossible unless im trully am the most luckiest girl in d universe...

I know I shouldnt put that hope there since I myself cant even feel/see it coming at all... but then For this once, im pleading, wishing, hoping, praying, calling for any types of ways there is to please see me, please hear me... me, the most tiniest of me of all things...

~ ooo after writing this blog entry... a few phrases just came to me, sounded good for song lyric... i shall jot it down... ! gotta start working on my lyrics writing... till then.... daa

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ChanSung : Maknae

2010-04-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

Woaahh….! Hahaha need I say more??? Hahahhaha

Such a great body work out… really impressive… this is definitely hard work. Oooh my, this has just reminded me how long has it been since I last hit the gym… I love going to the gym and yoga class, but please… I do need more than 24 hour per day :p I’m enrolling myself to a dance class instead, it’s at a much nearby place to where my house is. So it should not give me any reason to skip attendance :p

Chansung is the youngest, but mind you ‘youngest is not smallest or weakest’ in fact Chansung looks tougher and yummier :p hehe he’s so cute so cute :p

Well, but there’s not much video that can be found on Chansung… so here are some…

Chansung with kids

Chansung Ace fight with Khun

Dirty Eyed Girls

Chansung Khun Jeabom

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Energy or spirits...

2010-04-28T00:10:00.001-07:00

Was having lunch with my colleague, when she mentioned to me bout this series shown on tv, bout this lady who claims that she can see n talk to spirits... She goes by the name of Lisa Williams.

The spirits part doesn't concerns me much, but one thing that caught me was, my friend mentioned something that goes like this "if ur mad or angry or sad or etc, d energy that's been created lingers at the place where it happens. Tho its been months or years d energy will still lingers... Wow..! In someways I do believe that!

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Cover Unforgivable Sinner...

2010-04-27T09:22:00.001-07:00

Mmm im nervous.. but here goes nothing... (^_^)
this is for fun... told ya im no singer...
but i really like this song... unforgivable sinner by lene marlin

My Magic Spell...

2010-04-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

Salagadoola mechicka boola bibbidi-bobbidi-boo
Put 'em together and what have you got
bibbidi-bobbidi-boo

Salagadoola mechicka boola bibbidi-bobbidi-boo
It'll do magic believe it or not
bibbidi-bobbidi-boo

Salagadoola means mechicka booleroo
But the thingmabob that does the job is
bibbidi-bobbidi-boo

Salagadoola menchicka boola bibbidi-bobbidi-boo
Put 'em together and what have you got
bibbidi-bobbidi bibbidi-bobbidi bibbidi-bobbidi-boo

Hehehe.. try thiss... so cutee

The boys

2010-04-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

Which boys? its 2pm...

Im amazed... I am always amazed when I look at people who has talent and ability or if they are good at something that I am not good at. Like, wow that is soo cooll isnt it... so 2pm is a total wow.. they are super good at dancing... and their songs are great as well... other groups are equally good, just that I happens to watch the Idol Show for season 3... and its the 2pm show... so it kinda draws me in...

I cant really choose who I like... all 6 plus ex-leader Jay are all interesting in their own ways, each with different persona. JYP is really good at molding those boys... but then again, they trained hard and work hard giving it all out, so ultimately the boys really deserve their fame...

After watching their Idol shows, hot blood n performances, I must admit that I am a fan myself... how could u not be, when they dance so well, they sing well, and all of them are good looking fellas with talents... they are entertainers and performers after all...

I wonder, I've been wondering for quite sometimes....
They are super huge and popular now, and they've been training hard for years, following thight schedules, they are a great great performers. but deep down they are still human, boy, man... they started training and signing the contract with jyp at a very young age... there's a lot that one have to sacrifice inorder to get at that level... its a die hard industry... and so I wonder, how they really are... what they really like... what they really want... what they really feel...
I wonder how it is to look at them not as a performer, not as an entertainer, but as a person just like you and me...
cause rite now, like many others, when someone talks about the boys, the things that will cross my mind are the cool moves that they makes when on stage, the charms that they put on in front of the camera... i wonder what they're like when they are not in "all camera ready mode"...
There's many plus and minus points of being an idol/celebs... one of it is that loneliness will come and hunt u at one point of time... surrounded by many but d feelings of emptiness can somehow someways creeps in...
Im sure they are very warm n lovely in person... I just cant help to wonder... It would be nice if its even possible to exchange "Hi" but...
But then again, who am I... Im millions miles away... Im just one out of millions out here... the probability to even have a glimpse of them are a total NIL... They hv not even once come down here for any concerts/tour/shows... Like a total impossible for them to even know that they have one little fan here (^_^)
ooo well, i still wish them all the best....! hwaiting!

Here u go.. songs from their new released album... lovelyy...

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Drifted...

2010-04-23T00:35:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been filling my days with watching drama series :p
I watched from gossip girls to glee to cougar town to korean dramas :p
Those screen writers are really good... With all d plots and twist, without me knowing I can just pass a day or two simply just like that to finish up d stories...

Oo my having said that, its been awhile since I last went to d cinema to catch a new flick. Gotta squeeze n spare sometimes to go n enjoy a movie day out...

Another Oooo, did you know 2pm hv released their new album... (^_^) those boys are really good! Shall write bout them in my next entry.
Apart from that, other singer like rainn, hyori, chung lim also releases new songs...
Been following d kpop industry for awhile now. Love d movies, musics n dramas...!
Till then...

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I'll never b d same... If we ever meet again...

2010-04-16T23:21:00.000-07:00

Love this one...

What's somebody like you, doin in a place like this?
Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?
Say, what's your name, what you drinking
I think I know what you're thinking
Baby what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine
Say, what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?
(1, 2, 3, 4)

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before (before, yeah)
Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more
Baby tell me what's your story
I ain't shy, don't you worry
I'm flirtin with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

Cuz baby

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I won't let you go away

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

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If You Were A Sailboat

2010-04-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

this is by Katie Melua... i think its a perfect song to listen to when you are at the edge of a bridge or any balcony overseeing a wide scene, with soft winds blowing and touching your face through your hair... and right then at that very moment, you received a text message from your loved ones... (^_^) enjoyy

If you're a cowboy I would trail you,
If you're a piece of wood I'd nail you to the floor.
If you're a sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you're a river I would swim you,
If you're a house I would live in you all my days.
If you're a preacher I'd begin to change my ways.

Sometimes I believe in fate,
But the chances we create,
Always seem to ring more true.
You took a chance on loving me,
I took a chance on loving you.

If I was in jail I know you'd spring me
If I was a telephone you'd ring me all day long
If was in pain I know you'd sing me soothing songs.

Sometimes I believe in fate,
But the chances we create,
Always seem to ring more true.
You took a chance on loving me,
I took a chance on loving you.

If I was hungry you would feed me
If I was in darkness you would lead me to the light
If I was a book I know you'd read me every night

If you're a cowboy I would trail you,
If you're a piece of wood I'd nail you to the floor.
If you're a sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you're a sailboat I would sail you to the shore.

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Flightless Bird, American Mouth

2010-04-02T00:48:00.000-07:00

Here's a lovely song.. ost for twilight...
i love both twilight n new moon's ost...

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

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Choi Jong Hun : Anime Hwang Teja :p

2010-03-31T00:52:00.000-07:00

Anime Hwang Teja ^^ I know I know, I know I can be a lil carried away and typical me :p

But seriously I do think that he really suite that nick. Just look at him. He looks so pretty and charming just like the anime series where you get the main character being the prince charming and just look simply gorgeous where his looks itself can strike you like a red rose with torn… hahaha ok ok I better stop it here haha
Anyhow, as of lately I noticed that Jong Hun has been dressing more towards smart casual a more mature kinda look, which I like it too... he looks good in anything I suppose.
Choi Jong Hun is from FT Island. Seriously I like him not only because of his good looks. I like him for his skills, his guitar skills. He plays guitar very well. And so his good looks is totally a plus ^_*

Watched FT Island concert video and totally love the group. I love all the members in FT Island. Hongki voice is totally husky and he is a good singer for definite. Jeajin is sooo cute, his voice is also nice love the FT Triple album too. Min Hwan is a great cute drummer :p hehehe. And Seung Hyun is unexplainable… there’s something bout him that is attractive (you know where u are drawn to see or pay attention to someone but you just cant pick out just quite what it is.. yeah that’s Seung Hyun …)

Any how, here a clip of Jong Hun and Seung Hyun playing guitar..

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Hope bites, and it hurts!

2010-03-30T21:35:00.000-07:00

I've been away haven't I. I was bz with work and I was also occupied with my own wishful thinking.

I've been putting up quite a high hope to win this one competition... Coz I wanna win so badly... Unfortunately I didn't win it (T_T)
Seriously, what was I thinking... Me? Me out of 350ppl all around asia??? Wuts d probability? Almost near to nil for me (T_T)...

Shouldn't hv hoped too much for it. Unless I hv a special shooting stars passing by me, other than that I should really just let hopes floats.. (^_^)

Hv a great dayy...!

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Better complexion...

2010-03-16T16:48:00.000-07:00

Meet up wif an old friend today. She told me I look glowy n better, complexion are much better...
Wow, really I feel so much better in side out since I let it go. So I guess what ppl said is true, if ur happy it shows, each cells in ur body vibrantly shows d emotions with in, well unless ur a great actor or actress u can cover with face expressions quite easily I supposed :)

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Out of ex-love depression...

2010-03-15T19:55:00.000-07:00

This topic is one that is very close to my heart. Silly? But unfortunately its true. Here's d thing, considering my situation, hw cud it not b close to my heart:

1) Me, I'm a very loving person :p which means its difficult for me to really open up n let my heart b touched by sumone to own it. But once I'm in love, I don't even look at any other than The person.
2) I have only been in love and in relationship once in my entire 26 yrs of living. And that relationship started when I was in secondary school... like almost 11 years ago. And been together for 8 yrs to b exact, but somehow rather it drags for another 3 more yrs til this year and its 2010 and (long story cut short) in total 11 yrs. Yeah I know tats a pretty darn long period of time.

Well, its definitely extremely difficult to let go n move on. Especially when u hv him still calling messaging n etc, only to find out n learn d hard way that I'm perhaps in denial n he is just sore loser.

I seriously thought that I might not be able to get out of his love n move on, do u know hw many tears I've shed for him, suffering n tormenting, 11yrs dude...!

Hwever, I guess miracle happens, of coz d miracle comes with extra-enormous pain for me to realise and make d decision for me to finally say I'm DONE!!!
I feel much better and I feel lighter and I'm on my way to get out of that love.

I'm out of my ex-Love depression!!! Congratss to me!!! And for staying strong n not fallen back to him!!!

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Is there really any...

2010-03-15T16:43:00.001-07:00

Heelo,
Yeah its been awhile since my last entry. I've been a lil bz sorting stuff in pursuit to make my life a lil less complicated and more organized. Haha
Ok here is what's lingering on my mind..

Is there really any good guy out there??
Yea technically of cause everyone is good, but I'm talking in a sense where can u really find a guy who's is not crocked n hv clear intentions, darlings personality, mature, loyal, smart, well rounded, doesn't take drugs, not booring s he knows his limits to everything, responsible, loving and not a womanizer yet straight. There...
For sure there's many out there, however its much easier to spot a gurl/ladies who have most of d criterias if not all, than it is to spot a guy/man who hv all of d above...
Well, just a thought of mine, not necessarily to b true...
Ok then, laterrr...

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The guys on TV...

2010-03-10T17:25:00.001-08:00

OMG...! Hehehe
I hv serious major crush wif some guys on tv :p
well, its pretty much on youtube :p
I'm pretty sure this is normal for most gurls :)

Aaaaa if only, one of them is in front of me :) I can just flip!!!
Handsome but not too handsome, kind but cold, mysterious in someways, hard to get thru, yet known to all, but somehw has d eye on d one n only girl, open up only to her, was as delicate as a baby but only wif her, and fully devoted to her!
Cliche? Yeah I think so too.. But u kno wut, y not (^_^)

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Smile...

2010-03-09T03:12:00.001-08:00

u make me smile like d sun,Fall out of bed,sing like d bird,Dizzy in my head,spin like a record,Crazy on a Sunday night, u make me dance like a fool,Forget how to breathe,Shine like gold,buzz like a bee,Just d thought of u can drive me wild,Ohh u make me smile (^_*) -uncle kracker smile-

aww this song makes me wanna smile...

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Did I make d rite decision...

2010-03-02T03:36:00.001-08:00

At times I tend to doubt myself, my judgments and d decisions tat I make. Well obviously there's no rite n wrong in definite coz there's a million ways to look at things.
But seriously, I rarely jump into sumthing, I think a lot, even in my sleep my head is always thinking n processing, most of my frends n fam said I'm a workaholic come etc...
I think bout d decision I make n evaluate them over n over.

So, d decision to leave, is it d rite one?
To b honest I don't know. But wut I do know is tat staying is gona hurt and complicates my heart, so if leaving causes pain too, I really hv nothing to lose don't I. Both ways causes pain, d only differences are, leaving will b sans lying, sans bullshits, sans immaturity, new bad memories. Leaving is gonna open up more doors, new opportunities, new experiences and perhaps happy ending :p

Many personal reason, but d basic core is tat I cannot trust him anymore. Can't trust his sincerity, can't trust his words, can't trust his love, can't trust I will b ok with him tat he will b able to b d man.

I'm sorry I gotta letgo n move on, perhaps this is d only way to do, so for d time being im gonna throw it all out sumwhere...

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Can u really change...

2010-03-02T01:09:00.001-08:00

Change, ya I believe one can change if they mean it and want it, not a simple wants but a DESPERATE want to live and save oneself, then yes tat person can change a be a better person.

He's choose his life tat way, each decision he takes was a choice of his own, no one asked him to no one forced him to... He's really selfish!!!
He decide to manipulate me even tho he knew I did nothing wrong simple to get what he wants d way he wants it. Boy was I totally in luv wif him. I didn't wanna see d sign. I cared too much bout taking care of his feelings hw dumb. He didn't even bother to think bout me when he knew it well enuf tat he's decision cud end d relationship. Destroy us. Maybe because he knew tat I luv him too much and tat I wudnt leave him for anything. Wut a sick thinking tat is. U hurt me like million times when u accused and scolded me to cover ur own mistakes, u lied and u cover-line each time u do things tat I wudnt approve off. U break my heart over n over when u promised to change but u didn't.
I don't deny tat u do luv me much too. I wud be lying if I said u didn't and I wud be lying if I said tat I can't feel ur luv. U do care bout me n takecare of me like a princess. But ur two seperate life doesnt jive and u cudnt hold any longer to keep on lying to me. U kept me in a beautiful glass cupboard. No one can come close me, I see wut u want me to see, all d pretty stuffs. I hear wut u want me to hear, all d good stuffs, I know wut u want me to know, all d filtered things... Yea perhaps u do want to keep me by ur side but at d same time u knew u can't letgo of ur life n ur stupid fucking wasted friends. What good is relationship when I'm living if for real alone by myself. I've been with u for so long and till nw till this very end u can't prove to me anything in-fact at this very last moment u made a very big painful surprise for me, tats it, I had enuf of all this, its time to throw my Louboutin shoe...
And as I was about to leave for d very end u said "if I luv u, u wud change" wut a freaking joke! Haven't I luv u long enuf for d past 11 yrs. What part of tat don't u understand. I give up baby, I know ppl said not to give up in anything u do, but I hold on too long, I don't wanna think about all d things tat never were anymore...
Thanks for d heartbroken, thx for playing wif my heart. I know now tat u can't live without me, only coz having me around makes u feel good, u got me manipulated, lied to, and love u unconditionally, its like u always win when it comes to me, u feel good don't u. Well, itssokay being wif u will b like a charity to me, help n care for d poor. I'll letgo now n karma will catch up to u. Go ahead wif ur life, friends, party n drugs. I wish u all d best.
Luv

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So not productive of me...

2010-02-27T19:38:00.001-08:00

These few weeks hv been very unproductive for me. I am motivated to certain extend but I'm very much distracted wif other personal stuffs. I hate this unproductive moments. I know there's stuffs tat need to b done, but Instead I can just lay on my bed thinking bout sumthing which leads to no where for d whole day. Bad bad bad..! I gotta snap out!

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Weird dreams...

2010-02-27T09:51:00.001-08:00

Hv u ever dreamt bout stuffs or situation tat has never crossed ur mind in anyways... I bet ya is d answer. But its weird rite. Well, I have a weird dream that sumone I knew who's not in anyway supposed to b appearing in my dreams suddenly was d lead character. He was there cooking for me! Like u know cooking n trying to impress me... Hw weird is tat... Hmm I shall not comment on this any further... Niteee

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Another day...

2010-02-23T15:48:00.001-08:00

Its another morning in mylife...
I feel a lil better than I did yesterday. Gotta keep motivating myself.

One of d routine steps that I'm trying to make it a habit of mine is to motivate myself by doing 4things everyday, everymorning if poss at anytime of d day:
1) Start wif SMILE
2) Prayers
3) Remind myself I'M VERY LUCKY n FORTUNATE
4) Thank GOD!

There u go, try to make it a routine, it does make a difference especially when u gotta maintain a strong n happy face mood all day long.

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Merajuk...

2010-02-23T03:11:00.001-08:00

Wut does a heart gotta do when its aching, pouting, sulking, merajuk... :(

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Songs n Lyrics...

2010-02-22T19:23:00.001-08:00

I'm very much influenced by music n songs... Tho I'm not good at it, I'm very average told ya. Don't think I can sing but i do sing for my own pleasure...
don't know any music note n etc but i do love to write lyrics again for my own pleasure...
simply just a music lover.
I'll b posting up songs n lyrics from time to time, lyrics n songs tat at times very much represent this heart of mine. Not in anyways trying to make it my own nor am I trying to take credit for any copyrights.

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Letting go...

2010-02-22T17:27:00.001-08:00

Letgo is a simple word to say but its totally difficult to do. I have to keep my guts up and pull all d strength tat I have to letgo of d relationship tat I have been caring for all my life. Huuh tats tough but a girl gotta do wut a girl gotta do :(
Mostly for d past 3 yrs (I brokeup 3 yrs ago) I've been constantly on an emotional roller coaster state. 3yrs of breakup from my first love of 8 yrs together. Yep my 1st bf, my highschool sweetheart. Ouchh that really hurts. like reallly hurt ok...
I guess for d pass 3 yrs, neither one of us r willing to letgo given d fact tat we're officially not dating each other nor were we dating others, deep down there's always sumthing that still tying us down, well tying me down tats for sure. But sumthing happen, it just really disappoint me breaking me down, shattering my already am broken heart to a gazillion tiny little pieces :(
He is not d person who I knew he was?

InvisibleDiva~

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Fairytale...

2010-02-22T08:18:00.001-08:00

I luv fairytale... imagination, fantasy perfect tales. But reality bites, d world is less so much less than all d above.
LOVE, love is a fairytale in sumways, in many ways. I believe in everything about LOVE. I believe there's true love, everlasting love, unconditional love n being madly in love. I believe in love which is real n not just based on lust entirely.
I've been in love, infact I perhaps am still in love, and I hold on to it coz I know what I feel is real, but I was heart broken by him, him... my once Knight in shining Armor. Longg storyy...
So, even tho I believe in fairytale, but I guess I still haven't found MY very own fairytale.

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About me...

2010-02-22T07:50:00.001-08:00

Of coz I know all about me. But just as a short note, this blog is about me, wut I see, wut I feel, wut I think, wut I wanna express, wut I wanna postup, wut I wanna tell as a story. None related to anyone in particular as far as I'm concerned coz who ever is in it is anonymous.
What ever been written is only from my point of view...
And pictured attached together with the posts are not mine, i dont own any rights to it. simply goggled pictures...
Me, girl in her own wonderland.
Mid age, average in everyways if u ask me.
To sum it up: I'm just me, no less no extra, happy but was once heartbroken, simple but massively complicated, warm but totally unfriendly at times, totally loving yet very cold, conservative but liberal.

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Pilot entry...

2010-02-22T07:25:00.000-08:00

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